It's still overcast outside.

Ever since my short 17-day trip back from my beloved homeland,the weather has been such gloomy.

Even though summer is here,there's no time to rest. Course enrolment is starting on Monday. Flipping through the 2 thick books listed with letters smaller than ants, I finally realized that I have to say "GOODBYE" to Japanese in my first year of study in university.

So sad and unbelievable since I've been looking forward to this for too long. All the hope and excitement seem to vanished all of a sudden into thin air. The 4 years standing before me like a giant, challenging me to an exhausting journey that would ultimately determine my future, wouldn't even grant me something that I really like to learn.

Wind has blown away the dark clouds. I wonder if I'd be able to open a new door and leave all the unpleasant realities to yesterday...